I LOVE YOU💗

"Casting my mind back to past i thought of days
When i was'nt happy with usual things you did for me..
Looking at my friends enjoying eachothers company, parties,hangouts, living a social life... i always got angry on you as you never allowed me to do things which every friend of mine enjoyed doing.
I was sad when you never allowed me to stay alone at grandmaa's home, or with my cousins at nights..
I felt like i was'nt free..
I felt too confused when you always asked me to stay indoors during magrib..
I felt bad when you decided about my marriage so early..
I felt bad when i wasnt around you after my marraige..
I felt bad as i could'nt see you everyday..
I felt bad as i missed every stuff u did earlier..
I felt bad as i could'nt understand your concern for me behind everything you did..
I felt bad as i couldnt understand that you love me..
I felt bad for feeling bad about you.
But i always loved you.

Though you always tend to project your tough emotionless exterior, I know it is to keep me disciplined. I have reached that age now where I can see your motives clearly behind everything you ever asked me to do. It is only because of you that I can now judge what is good or bad for me.

I know you love me..
I know you love me when you always stop me from doing something wrong.
I know you were concerned towards me in everystage of my life.

I felt too happy and too embarrassing both at same time when i was carrying manha in my womb and was writing my exams and when you were dropping me to exam hall driving me in car. Driving so slow that the bicycle used to leave our car behind😂
Stoping car right infront of the college steps where every student and lecturers and also attenders could see me coming out of car with a baby bump.. i felt so shy but i know you did this for me as you love me..
Dear dad.
I have no doubt that God took a piece of you to make me for the person I am—a smaller, girlier version of my dad.Your unending belief in my boundless potential empowers me every single day. I can’t thank my stars enough for having you in my life. You are and will always be the best gift I got from life.

I can look into your heart,
I can read your unspelled words,
I can see tears in your dry shining bright eyes,
I can feel that you miss your children when we are not around,
I can see your hardwork,Working day and night without sharing your pain,
I can understand you do this for us.
I understand you.
I really do.

Although you were never as vocal as Mommy and never escorted me around from activity to activity, your influence, your quiet yet strong presence was always there. I have now truly realized the true depth and breadth of your presence throughout my life. In you, I see the effortless dedication to care and love.
I hope you know dad, how blessed I feel to have you in my life! I’m super proud to be your daughter. No words written on paper can accurately express the love I feel for you. Whenever you lifted me in your strong wide arms and enveloped me in the warmest and tightest hug possible, I knew you were the man I could always take refuge in.

Every time you dropped me off at school and let go of my tightly held hand, I would anticipate for the school to get over so I could hold that hand again.
Your daughter will always look at the time spent with you vastly differently than you do. She will watch every move you make. She might not understand why you are angry sometimes or happy or affectionate, but you will be the most important man in her life—forever.

Love you more than anything!
Tears rolling down as am writing this.

I LOVE YOU.

Your loving daughter
AMATULMUQEETH."